The seasons change.

Summer itself is 36 days away.

You’ll buy new clothes, you’ll plan trips, you’ll be open to newer experiences.

Life has its own seasons.

Life serves us losing seasons, grieving seasons, and winning seasons.

The past 9 months or so, have been tremendous seasons of loss for me (We’ll talk about it another time)

And in conversations with friends, loved ones, I had realized something in my language..

I had been saying “Im in one of those losing seasons” since the beginning of it..

It’s not like I’ve been doing nothing, I’ve been gyming, working, creating, and building.

But nothing felt nourishing..

It felt lonely, dark and grim.

And after a week of MASSIVE reflection,

I’d realized that I can choose to change the seasons.

Unlike a weatherman.

See a weatherman can only predict, speculate and profess his best guess on the weather..

How many times has the weatherman been wrong for you? (I’m thinking of times I’d bring a jacket to school, just to stuff it in my backpack because it was 84° by 10am😂)

I realized I can choose to forgive myself for past actions,

I can relieve judgement,

I can acknowledge my days wins,

I can miss but not need,

I can grieve but be grateful,

I can live in the great qualities about myself,

I can make decisions that are best for me,

and just like that, I can change my “losing” season.

Just like Thor⚡️

You can too.

If this is a losing season for you, it takes time but just know when you’re ready, at that very moment you can choose to love yourself, truly love yourself, and open yourself up to what the world has to bring.

You can live in the mystery of future abundance, because life will return to its winning and abundant seasons again.

And when that time comes,

Drop that hammer 🔨, and bring the fucking thunder ⚡️

You got this.